
Internship week one: completed.
So this passed week was the first week of my internship at Primary Children's. It was both long and great at the same time. I spent the last week enduring 10 hour days of seminars. Thursday and Friday I got a half of a day in the units I'll be working in (yay!) For the first half of the semester, I will be in Same-Day surgery and Outpatient Clinics/Medical Imaging. So excited and terrified at the same time! I also help teach (eventually I will teach all by myself) the pre-surgery or POP class for kids who are coming in to have surgery. Pretty cool.
Anyway, I've decided that if I have time during the weeks, I'm going to be using this blog as a coping release for myself during the next four months. You probably will not see any pictures or anything exciting. I don't expect anyone to want to read it because it will be for my benefit more than anything. But feel free to read if you wish! I probably will not have enough time to do so...they have a very full schedule for me (40 hours a week of clinicals) plus, assignments due three days a week/weekly meetings with my supervisors/set goals to accomplish throughout the semester/case studies to write/evaluations, etc. Oh boy.
I did learn some cool stuff in my seminars this week though that helps me to feel at least a little more confident in what I'm about to be doing. During my Psychological Prep seminar, they actually role-played with us and showed us how they would prep a child for an IV and PICC line. Super simple (they kept it basic for our mushed brain's sake), but it was great to see all of the different medical equipment and learn how to use it all. Having my dad as a doctor, I always felt like I already knew so much about the medical field. Yeah...I know nothing.
I'm extremely nervous about really beginning my rounds on Monday. It's amazing how you can feel so book-smart and then when you actually get into your field, applying that information to practice is a whole other story. Wow. I feel like I know NOTHING. I'm sure I will get more and more comfortable with everything as the time goes on, I just wish I was to that point already. I just worry so much about disappointing myself and my supervisors. It's intense work that I will be doing and I really, really want to be good at it. I am in theory...but in real life? I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
Starting Monday, that whole week will be purely observation, thank the heavens. I'm very grateful that they realize that we (I am one of two interns) are just people and I would have no clue what to do if they just threw me in and said GO! So I went and bought all kinds of supplies for myself today. I have my planner that I'm marking all the dates in of critical things that are due and meetings to plan. I have also organized all my articles and readings from previous classes into binders by topic as future resources for my assignments and work. I feel organized and that helps me to calm down somewhat. My supervisor also showed me a resource of where I can go and look up just about every procedure that is done in the hospital so that I can effectively prep any child for them, help them to cope, etc.
I'm about to step into an amazing experience and I'm more excited than anything about it. I'm going to be learning so much from several different specialists that have been doing this for years. (some of them over 20 years they've been doing this!) So they are pro and I get to learn from them. I am so lucky. This is an amazing opportunity. I just hope that I do well. I'm sure I'm going to be having a roller coaster of experiences that will be both positive and negative, but I will learn from them all. Child Life rocks!
For now I'm going to enjoy the rest of my very welcomed weekend and try not to think about work again until Monday. :)